Navigations are at the top
ABOUT {what i've}
LINKS {been looking for}
TAG {all this time}
bold italic underline link
Its a new year.
Every year i have a few same ny resolutions such as to lose weight, to be a better person to my friendss, and better daughter and most importantly, hope its a better year for me..
But things just not going my way.
Once again, disappointed.
I have learnt... to be like a cactus.
Ppl must be guessing why i am emoing...
In another point of view. its enlightenment.. its part of growing up.
Since when I've stop crying over such things... I don't know.......
I only know... the damage is done..
Speechless....
hey guys.. i am back to blogging again. =D
actually i am quite free everyday to do blogging but its just the idea of writing makes me feel tired (sometimes).
But no worries... i doing ok. i'm not emo-ing or wad so ever. seriously!
my job with this new company is getting on track. (like finally~) i am starting to like my colleagues here at HP too. =D especially those in the dragonboat team. they are a bunch of cool people who really put in their 120% heart and soul into the training. Admire them for the fighting spirit. =D
We have done well in the recent SAVA race last saturday and sunday at bedok reservior. We were competing with PALs which is the philippines team, and SAFRA team. PALs is the champion for corperate in Malaysia race and they have really fast strokes. We lost to PALs by a whole boat! can u imagine how fast they are?
We have been champion for corperate category for years and take home many gold medals since we hold the championship. Unfortunately, we lost to SAFRA team this year by a marginal 0.3s. Damn! and my VC overheard SAFRA peeps saying they have marked HP as their competitor.
oh wells.. though we did not bring home the medals this SAVA race, i am confident that we will outshine other team in the coming regatta race held in Singapore river.
I have signed up to row for the regatta women 500m race. Hopefully there are enough ladies to fill the boat. i will train hard and perform to the max so i won't let my team down. =D
i am getting fatter and fatter le. hahaha coz i will hungry after every training. =x okie~ i know it doesn't sound good but no worries... i am trying not eat as much like substitude rice with soup, and vege, eat more fruits when i have cravings for chocolate and drink plenty of water.
i have been running to build up my stamina and to prepare for my standard charter 10km run in december. However, i am quite reluctant to do weights training coz i dun wan to turn into a king kong with huge muscular arms and back that looks like guy. =X
it will be my worse nightmare if it does happen. hahahaha i will be the worst nightmare walking around i guess.
so wish me luck!!! xoxo
goodness gracious me..
my trainer just told me that the training session just ended!! BUT all the access to those neccessary programs and website are not granted yet. can someone tell me what is going on????
So for today again... i will have to stare at this com for the whole day and read blooding boring policies... i can't try hands-on!!!!!
OH my goodness.. can someone save me from this shit???? haisss... *screaming*
Time flies isn't it. As though i just celebrated my 21st bday months ago and now its already mid Sept!!!!
i have been in my current job for 1 year now and it never feel like it! seriously, i love my workplace, my colleagues, and my supervisor! very cool bunch of peepos.
when it comes to troubleshooting, count on them. If u have got a itchy backside or just simply wants to be lame, they are there for you too! HAHAHA.
all are one big family... i really have thank each and every one of them for bringing joy into my working life. who says work is boring? coz this doesn't applies to me. perhaps in the morning i will draggggggg myself to work and its bcoz of sleeping late the night before BUT by the end of the day, i will always leave the office with a smile! =)
the job might be a bit routine but the ppl makes everything fun! i have my bimboo partner aka "bimbim" aka shalini, i have "botak jones" aka himhim aka sanjay, i have a "ali" aka supervisor murali, aunty nora, my kaki lim, nice guy adrian and all my phillipines mummyss debbie, loida, mericiel, and cute onkiko jhona. not forgeting my TL shuqing who have helped me alot coz i always "accidentally" create some shit and she always help clean up the mess... hahha..
live is always full surprises and i muz be blessed to have met them.
However, i am moving on to a new job nxt week. I hate to witness departuresss but its a process we all have to go through. my last day is this coming friday and i seriously hope it won't come so soon. the very moment i handed my resignation letter to my supervisor murali, my tears is already at the rim of my eyes coz he asked if there are anything that he can do to change my mind for leaving... OMG!!!! so sadssss... i wanted to stay but for a better prospect i have no choice.
hope they dun forget me~ =D
never make someone your priority, when to them you are just a option!
i find this so true and real as it happens to me on countless times already.
"you are my priority~"
I am damn sick and tired of these stupid sh*t. fool me once u are lucky... fool me twice i am just too naive, fool me the third time... am i really tat stoooopid???
i promise myself i will never make the same mistake and DAMN i hate u!!!!!
I hate you for telling me all these words that hurt me so deeply that the wounds might take a hundred years to heal. I hate you when apparently u are treating me like a idoit yet telling me i am your only one!
Thanks for all the BULLSHIT i get from u! PISSED.......
Recently, i've been thinking and doing some reflections on myself, as a person, as a friend. Have I done enough? Am i a good friend? obviously the ans is NO!
Yday something just struck me and i find it quite saddening.
Actually there are a few occasions already but this time i choose to blog it out only. yarhss...
Can i ask my readers (if i do have any) have you been faced with a situation whereby you see your fren got stuck and u feel like u wanted to help or will simply say they have their own life and choose to support whatever they are doing (even its for the wrong cause)????
I really dunno. On certain occasions, i find myself like a long winded old hag that nags and nags and nags. As if i have a "miaomiao ethics" that i have to follow strictly. But to me, i just want the best for all my friends and seeing them happy.
A part of me is telling, Go miao, tell her what the hell she is doing, she really need to wake up the ******* idea and move on in life. But den, i began to think... hmmm they really do have their own life, their own way of living
I really don't know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am a busybody bahs.. mayb i shld just mind my own biz. haissssssss... =''(
shocking news!
2 of my secondary school frens, Linda Lim and Ivan got ROM just on 01/08/09.
OMG!!! i never thought they will end up together not to say MARRIAGE.
THEY STILL LOOK THE SAME LIKE SECONDARY SCHOOL and now they are wearing wedding gowns liao... at the age of 22 they decide to get married.. hmmmm i began to wonder.... isit becoz shot gun? hahaha..
i love their wedding photos.. its nicely taken and muz have cost a bomb for both of them. =D
Nevertheless, i will give them my blessingss.. hehx happy always..
歌词：
风轻轻 泛动回忆的背景
那想念 像天空一样安静
数不清 多少次曾下过决心
却总是 被你轻易地喊停
爱情里 我们分两条路前行
再努力 都无法和幸福更近
以为时间 会删除有你的剧情
它却只是 见到路人的背影
让他替我爱你 是我唯一能给的关心
虽然从头到尾 都没有真正拥有过你的身影
让他替我爱你 是我唯一爱你的途径
我会告诉自己 爱是为了让对方开心
祝福我会给得很小心
就像一开始 就没让你察觉我的爱情
yeap girls and guys... i'm back to this virtual world. =D
finally got this stoopid com fixed up and i'm able to log entry again!!!!!!
hahahahhaa. perhaps its because of the long period of time i din get to use the com, i really dunno wad to say at the moment. hmmmm
just one word, " EXCITED"!!! =D
will update again once i got the chance k...
love u all~ <3<3
i studied the whole exam kit and indeed i managed to spot 5 qns!!! exactly the same as how the exam kit has phrased them~!! OMG... am i lucky or wad.
Hey but hang on~
As i looked thru the paper during the 15mins reading time, i was scolding vulgarities in my heart already. hahaha. Other den the 5 qns, the rest are totally stranger to me. NEVER SEEN THEM B4!! since when these are in the context of biz law???
Am i taking the wrong paper???? am i in the correct exam hall????!! OMG...
hahaha.. the funniest part is i actually crap out the remedies for one of the qns thats on insider dealing and money laundering. i don't know why but "意难忘" came to mind. hahaha
den i crapped out the remedies like removal of the directors by resolutions and charged under criminal law which may result in fine and in lieu of imprisonment. hahaha.. just like those drama series. Sue u sue u.. hhahaa
i am really crossing my fingers, hoping i got it right on. if not~ *speechless*
yeap.
aside all these, i really would like to thank all my friends for the encouragements u all gave me. be it thru facebook, sms or phone calls.. thanks my dearest and my dear. =D it really help me to calm down especially when i was on my way to the exam venue. all in my mind was you all.. my dearest frenssss.. all the JIAYOU u guys have given me.. really bless to have u all with me!!
THANKS A MILLION times 都不够！
one last paper on 8june. after that, its PARTY TIME.. i promise i will make up for those absence from dinner, chilling out and those catching up.. !! PROMISE~ hehes..
1 last thing, *huggies* to all.. u guys are the bestest and goodiest thing i ever found! *muackies*
great! my test is tml, 02/06/09. =D
ladies and gentlemen... hehes.. pls sms me words of encouragement. hehes.. i will strive for the best results and GAMBATTE all the way!! =D i can smell holiday is coming!!! woohoo
time shoo shoo shoo~~~
OMG~ i will be having my exams next week tuesday. seriously erm... haha i am quite prepared for this paper and have confidence in passing. =D so nothing much to say like how nervous i am, like cannot sleep at night coz of the paper and blah blah blah.. hahaha.
i am not nervous coz of i have all the support from all my friends. Thank you for giving me ample alone time to study and so much moral support. No worries my dearest, after my exams, i promise i will play hard and party like crazy and love like i never been hurt b4.
hahaha
alot have happened in May and i have really mature alot out of all those crap. i am ready to experience and learn as much what the course of nature has to offer.
8june is my last paper. so ladies and gentlemen... wait for me.. hahahhaa!!! hold ur horses and wait for my exams to end den we have fun tgt k!!! hahahaha..
wooohooo
btw, i will be expecting a new member in my family soon. my friend is giving me one kitten and it so tiny and look just like a fur ball =D although i never seen it real live yet but since its Siamese mix bo si mao. hahaha..it has long fur, white base and brown strips. looks real cute. i can't believe i am going to a mummy soon. hehes.. excited.
i will upload the photos asap once i got the kitten k.. hahhaa..
okok.. i am now going back to study le. take care my dearest~ love u all.. <3
我坐在床前
望着窗外回忆满天
生命是华丽错觉
时间是贼 偷走一切
七岁的那一年
抓住那只蝉
以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年
吻过他的脸
就以为和他能永远
有没有那麽一种永远
永远不改变
拥抱过的美丽
都再也不破碎
让险峻岁月不能
在脸上撒野
让生离和死别都遥远
有谁能听见
我坐在床前
转过头看 谁在沉睡
那一张苍老的脸
好像是我 紧闭双眼
曾经是爱我的
和我深爱的
都围绕在我身边
带不走的那些
遗憾和眷恋
就化成最後一滴眼泪
有没有那麽一滴眼泪
能洗掉後悔
化成大雨降落在 回不去的街
再给我一次机会 将故事改写
还欠了他一生的 一句抱歉
有没有那麽一个世界
永远不天黑
星星太阳万物都 听我的指挥
月亮不忙着圆缺 春天不走远
树梢紧紧拥抱着树叶
有谁能听见
耳际眼前此生重演
是我来自漆黑
而又回归漆黑
人间瞬间天地之间
下次我又是谁
有没有那麽一朵玫瑰 永远不凋谢
永远骄傲和完美 永远不妥协
为何人生最後会像 一张纸屑
还不如一片花瓣 曾经鲜艳
有没有那麽一张书签 停止那一天
最单纯的笑脸和 最美那一年
书包里面装满了
蛋糕和汽水
双眼只有无猜和无邪
让我们无法无天
有没有那麽一首诗篇 找不到句点
青春永远定居在
我们的岁月
男孩和女孩都有
吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人间的苦痛 只有甜美
有没有那麽一个明天
重头活一遍
让我再次感受 曾挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活 我都不浪费
不让故事这麽的後悔
有谁能听见
我不要告别
我坐在床前
看着指尖已经如烟
my sis has finally found a job. i shld be happy for her.
but i am not happy at all.
a few days ago before she had this job, i went to the extent that i beg her to find a job and not to carry on her life like tat. maybe i was too harsh on my words when i suggest what kind of job she can take and tell her dun be choosy but this is for her own good......
Out of my surprise, the nxt day she found a job at This Fashion.
But she doesn't seem happy. she don't want to talk to me. she didn't talk to me for the whole day yday..... is it coz i stressed her into finding a job she don't like.
the working hours is horrible. 11hours per day 6 days a week and her monthly salary is barely $1k. equivalent to $3.70/h!!!!! OMG!!! compared to her office job in my friend's uncle company, this is super under paying.
i feel like i am the one forcing her into this under paying job. =(( and now she don't talk to me anymore... am i losing my sis???
With the exams coming, i am super stress!!!!!! i still have so many things to catch up!!!
haissss... i duno wat to say anymore.
i will be back in action after 8 june. till den.. MISS ME~~~~~~~~~~ =D
XOXO love
TYPE AND DELETE
TYPE AND DELETE
TYPE AND DELETE
TYPE AND DELETE
TYPE AND DELETE
>.< Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!
hahaha. happy may day!!!!
i am actually slacking at home right at this moment (something i really shldn't be doing) hahahhaa..
Apart from slacking, i also tried to do some back dated blogging. Cracking my brain and trying to dig out the snapshots from previous weeks, trying to put them into words. After a few attempts, i gave up!!!
but since its already in the past, perhaps just let it be the way it is might be better. Lesser stress on my tiny brain. =D haha. Cause i dun recall what i did or happened so many days ago. wahahaa
erm... this blog also.. i dunno wad to blog. but better type something here and at least try to put in minimum effort to explain my absense. hehehes...
paiseh my dear friends. hahahaha u know i love u~ *muackies and lotss of misses*
OMFG!!
The temperature is shooting sky high and breaking records. Weather forecast for the rest of the week is unbelievable. From tomorrow onwards till Sunday, temperature is as high as 26 degrees to 31 Degrees Celsius.
Such drastic change in the weather have already causes death in other country such as India.
Just a gentle reminder to all my friends, drink more water to hydrate urself~ Very high possibility u will get heat stroke if your body lacks water or if stays under the sun for long time. Put on lots of high SPF sunblock or possible try to stay in office or home. hehes coz office have air con ahs.
take care my dearest friendsssss.. =D love ya all oways.
horray!!!
i will be going backpacking again! yeap. It will be a short trip to malaysia. =) and i managed to get a kaki to go with me!!! *jumping up and down* wooohooo (date not confirm)
The last time i went backpack to taiwan alone, it was relaxing and good exposure. but abit lonely especially when no one helps u to take pic, share funny jokes and accompany u during the long and tedious journey. But its still exciting though coz u get to see things from different perspectives and most importantly, i managed to acomplish the trip on my own. hehes *pat on shoulder*
THIS TIME I HAVE A BUDDY!!!!! woohooo. double the excitement~~~~ =D
Right now i have a few places in mind but i have no clues how to go to get there. hahaha.. xiuhao will be going backpack in april. perhaps i will get some feedbacks from her first. hehes... she has more exprience den me.
Places i want to cover:
1. KL
2: redang/ langkawi
3. Perhentian Island (recommended by my friend)
4. cameron highland
But all above not confirm one. hahaha. must have to discuss and plan first. lols.. i am super excited can!!!! i love backpacking. i love freedom! so looking forward to this day!!! wooohooo.. ARE U excited also!!! wahahahahhahaa
Oh My God!!!!!!
i seriously need to glue myself to the chair, and put my focus on the books b4 i scream for too little time. ='')
but recently i became very restless and lazy to study. WHY WHY WHY???
can someone enlighten me wad went wrong with my life? hahhahaa.. seems like there is a "hide and seek" relationship between the books and me. lols.. i'm like always running away from the books or the other way around? hmmmm...
i will be meeting xixi to study at the library this coming tuesday. hopefully its a fruitful one. wahaha... i promise i will make full use of it and reeaaaaally concentrate.
oh yarhs.. another side note, i will be dropping ACCA for one sem (6months) to concentrate on my family matters. i really cannot afford to go study, work, and worry so many other stuff going on in my life. i am praying hard and look forward to a more optimistic economy. Hope the situations will be better!!
i urgently need to get a life and do something i like. not like now. dun like the feeling of getting tied up and anchore down with monetory issues. i wish life will be even better without any worries about the money!!!!
with me luck, my friends. i will always love u all. <3
"American Idol" isn't the only launching pad for aspiring singers. Across the pond, "Britain's Got Talent" scored a huge boost in the Buzz after an unassuming contestant gave an amazing performance. Susan Boyle (remember that name) became a Web phenomenon after singing "I Dreamed a Dream" from Les Miserables. The performance brought the audience to its feet and left the judges (including Simon Cowell) either speechless or in tears. Before going on stage, Ms. Boyle admitted some self-deprecating facts about herself (she's never been kissed and lives alone with her cat, Pebbles). For those reasons and more, audiences were expecting the female William Hung. They were wrong. Lookups on the sudden star posted huge gains. A no-name just the other day, Ms. Boyle quickly surged into our top 5,000 overall searches. Blogs and gossip rags went wild. The Mirror jumped on the story, reporting that while Ms. Boyle thought she "looked like a garage" on TV, she received a standing ovation when she showed up at her local church. Other sources write that as a child, Ms. Boyle was the target of bullies because of a disability. But, with her newfound fame, she is getting the last laugh. In fact, she's already meeting with officials from Mr. Cowell's Sony BMG label. This may have been the first you've heard of her, but it certainly won't be the last. You can watch her performance below... Cannot stop watching this..there aren't adequate words for it. It's being watched across the world, and almost everyone has been moved by it...in just 3 short days!
I can honestly say I've not heard anything like this before, or that's captivated me through the sheer power of the performance and the emotion poured into it.
Reality has shifted slightly...and it'll only continue! Something big is happening here, and whether she's the future winner of the competition or not...she's allready won.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
News from the Yahoo Buzz Log.
http://buzz.yahoo.com/buzzlog/92464?fp=1
the time now is 4.56am.
i can't sleep =.=''
went fb-ing, youtubing, blogging.... but still dun feel tired. wad the shit!
what happened to me?? lols... living like vamps, sleeps when the sun rises. i am afraid i might grow fangs and go out to suck on ppl's blood later. haha. kidding...
i think i will be dead if i still don't get a wink. haisss tml i will become the tara panda, kungfu panda, or wad so ever panda if seriously i still don sleep by now. haissssss
can someone just knock me out?
shitss.. i hate being a woman!! TMD..
every month we are being tortured mentally and physically. so tiring... *shakeheadss
feel so lethargic and mood swing. DAMN. why like tat?? i dunno wad i'm toking le. sorry peeps.. coz its the time of the month again. =(
can someone save us? ^.^
its a not so good friday for me. ="((
first, i have a class today. usually it starts at 6.45pm to 9.45pm but because today is good friday it had changed to morning 10am to 1pm. I was aware of it but it slip out of my mind. SO... i went to school at 6.30pm and thinking i was early for class. But when i enters the building, it was exceptionally quiet and no one was waiting for the lift. Haissss... only den...
Second "suay" thing, i woke up ard 1.45pm today. usually all my schedules are recorded in my old phone's calender. but due to the fact it gave up on me few days ago, i totally lost track of my daily events. Today i was supposed to do tuition at 3pm. but when i look at my new phone's calender, it din say anything!!!! its EMPTY.. haiss.. and blur me just tot that today so relax.. its really a holiday for me. only class at night and rest whole day.. I WAS DAMN WRONG!!!
Thirdly, i really must thank xixi for this one. hahahaha.. if not for her sms i will even forget i am working tml in the morning. thanks girl!!! u saved my tomorrow. =D
oh wellss at least.... something good did happened today. i went shopping at far east since i am already in town after i missed my class. i bought this little black dress and a nice belt. And i also received a unexpected phone call from my fren.
i'm hoping for a better day tml. *praying*
love u 4eva my dearest frenzz and dollies.
okies... seriously.. my phone is dead! officially. D.E.A.D =''((
coz a rain last sun. *hmmmmp* and now i can't see all the notes and msges in my phone le.. its BULL SHIT.. all the wonderful memories...GONE!!!!!! *scream.. i am still trying to see if i can revive it. hopefully one day my phone will mirically be alive again.. OR at least let me transfer all my msges and calendar den die mahs.. now all gone.. HOW CAN!!!
haiss.. today.. is a lousy day as well.. i've got class. tuition, and work. i "geng" MC today to skip work and ended up clashes with the tuition. Coz now my family doc i having lunch break. No choice i have to postpone tuition to tml. haiss.. will go down later to get MC. =P
oh wells.. let be optimistic abit. at least something great happened yday. so i shld be contented. yeap. there will be a better day tml.
buay tahan.. the weather!! super warm and humid.. KAO!!
is this the green house effect or global warming??? whole day i feel like i'm in oven... and i dun wan to go any where except staying at home and nua! hahahaha..
i have nua the whole day. i will study tml. for the whole day!!! haiss.. i seriously need to study!! MAN!!! give me the energy to focus and able to absorb all the studiessss thingy!!! i more memory space!! as u all know lahs. i got really very little capacity in my brain de lehss.. haiss..
i wish i can burn those books and drink it.. den wahhhlaaaa.. i can dun study and all information inside le. hehes...
and pls let this stupid weather change lahss.. humid weather is not a study weather. hahahaha.. PLS PLS PLS~!!
finally.. today is the last day i go clubbing and "keep mountain" so i can have more concentration for my exams in june.
I've got so much to catch up yet so little time for revision. *shakeheadss*
Clubbing should really be a occasional event but seems like it has become a weekly thing for me recently. Let this post be a reminder to me that i should always do things moderately. hahaha.
But still, i really muz say i always enjoy the times with my ladies. but pls dun think i really have to "keep mountain" for all events.. u all can still ask me out for dinner and meet up if nessaccary. Just that clubbing will have to be out of the list for the time being. =) coz i tend to be super tired after that and no energy and totally cannot focus. hehes.. mayb age is catching up with me or wad. hahaha.. =D
oh yarhss. i really have to apologise for not updating my blog. i really dunno what to say just like in my previous post. hahaha. so yeap.
i bet u all won't want to see my daily activities like going to mac to study for 4 hours, den go eat mee pok at s-11. den continue study for 2 hours and go home. OR working whole day. borings~ and tats it.. Rite?????? But i will try to blog once i have the time and hopefully i dun vomit accounting terms straight at the computer. hahahahaha. May God Bless me.. =)
hahaaha. tats my life during exam study period. yeap. lastly, all best to those who are taking exams or waiting for results or waiting for posting. hehehs. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!
i will always love u.
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(
thanks to xixi and nat. >.< for the april fool day trick!! DA BIAN lahss..
u all kinda scare me but luckily i din go and call him. or shld i say luckily he is at m'sia?? hahaha oh wells. Kathkath, no worries u can join them nxt year april fool. haizzz...
Dun ask me wad they did, ask them directly and they shld be more den happy to tell u bahs.. haahahhaa.
WAD a shocking april's fool day.
*boring/ mono tone* first of all, i need to say sorry to my blog cause i have been neglecting it for a loooooong time. but giving it a second thought, i find it quite "leh chey" to maintain it also. =P
Seldom do i have happening things to blog about and my life is getting very routine plus a bit boring. I just hope my dear readers (if i have any) won't get too bored with those entries talking about insignificant things in life or rather my life to be exact. =)
LOLss. okok. i need to snap out of it. Lets talk more lifely and makes everyone interested. HYPER HYPER HYPER!!! hahaha. *think very hard* lols.. okok!!! there is something to be excited about recently and that is my newly bought Canon printer!!! the Canon POWER printer!! my lil xiaohei!
hehes... (random)
I bought it at a super good price of $99 at the IT fair. =P it can print, scan and photocopy. NOT ONLY THAT!!!!! it can print photos on glossy paper as well.. not sure if i am behaving very "sua ku-ish" but i still feel super estatic when i touch my new baby. =D
my old printer has retired from its service like about 5 years ago and now still resting in my storeroom. (still thinking y my mum dun throw it away). i really love my old printer coz it helped me through countless nights doing heavy duties especially during project periods. Printing reports that is over 100 pages and it always delivers what i expect of it. Hope lil xiaohei will be as good as the old one. hehs..
I AM HAPPY =P
sucksss~!! my phone spoil le! all my sms, calendar!! all GONE ='((
so sadsss.. and i need to buy phone asap!
sorry guys if i din reply or wad so ever, i will try to get a phone fast k. =0
